| THIS IS THE LAST ENTRY,
I WONT BE USING THIS BLOG ANYMORE(:
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| so heartwarming those words are. yet. the actions constantly give off a whole different message. so which should i believe? cos im in a state of confusion right now and it really is difficult to differentiate whats true and whats not.
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| i honestly thought it was gna be good, great even. but reality is far from that.
i just wna run to a place where i can seek refuge. where i know everything will be okay. where i wont feel what im feeling right now cos it sure as hell isnt nice. where i can block out everything upsetting.
i cant wait for the next week to pass. and when t resumes, im just gna try to immerse myself in school, work and ____. hopefully it'll be better that way. anything other than these, i dont want. im shutting myself in cos i dont have the courage to take that risk again. for how long i dont know. until this place feels safe again.
the only thing keeping me going right now. the one thing that might perhaps make it all worth while. it has to work out. i will make it happen. whatever it takes.
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| THIS POST IS KOPED FROM CHEET ALL:D
king prawn and hummingbird, otherwise commonly known as Cheryl and Huiren and I HAD A PICNIC TOGETHER.
Now one might ask WHAT'S SO EXCITING ABOUT A PICNIC. And here, I gladly answer you
1. When it's been planned for more than a year
2. When you don't know exactly what your companions are actually bringing.
Yes that's right! To prove the second point, let me excerpt a conversation for you, my dear readers
Cheryl: Cheet guess what Huiren's bringing?
Me: ....
Cheryl: Ice-cream.
A while later
Cheryl: Actually I think she's bringing jelly.
A while later
Cheryl: Actually, can you tell her to bring doritos?
Today
Huiren: I didn't bring doritos!!
When we got to bontanical gardens, however, it was clear we weren't fated to enjoy the lush verdant scenery there because it started pouring and we headed to Lower Pierce instead! But the haze was Terrible. Our food was probably poisoned. But no matter!!! Because we had more pressing things to settle, like, where to sit to avoid the sun and insects.
Cheryl: Let's find a shady spot!! What about under that tree!!
Huiren: Okay! (starts laying the picnic mats)
(5 mins later, after the food's been unpacked)
Cheryl: Oh. I think we kind of missed the shade.
Uh huh. We laid the mats out of the tree's shade so we were in the sun anyway.
(Within 3 minutes of the picnic)
Me: ANT!!!!!!
Cheryl: ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
And we went back to Huiren's house to slack :D
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| omg noooo i dont wnna go back to melb:((((
i feel as if im gna be homesick. although i never was homesick last year.
dont want to goooooooo
rena's leaving on tues. so freaking soon! which makes it even more real. and i dont even feel like im going to uni. oh goshh, this is just too fast.
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